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I know my page isn't the greatest thing in the world, but thanks for coming to see it anyway. I feel soooooo special. now, you can send this to everyone you know So, they can love it just as much as you do!!! I guess I'll use the advanced editor next, time becuase this REALLY SUX __________________________________________________ He held my hand, like he had, so many times before. I almost wanted to let go, This time I think he wanted more. He held me close as we walked out the door. Our friends asked where we were going. We didn't speak, we looked at them, instead. It was pretty obvious we were headed for his bed. He looked into my eyes, it reached it to my soul. He told me that he loved me more than i would ever know. One loving touch, my innocence was gone. Something told me, this was wrong. He told me to relax. Everything, would be okay. When it was over, he simply walked away. Now, I sit here thinking, about what he's done to me. He stole my purity. He ruined everything. | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Jewel is the Bomb! | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Jewel was born May 23, 1974. She was raised on an 800-acre homestead in Homer, Alaska. Jewel's early performances were quite unlike her shows now. The later shows were so packed that she often had to walk across the tables to get up to the stage. Lacking the professional polish she's now acquiring, she often rambled off stories and spent quite a large amount of time tuning her guitar (and flaring her nostrils) between songs. Her set lists were often improvised and filled primarily by requests. She inevitably forgot to bring a pick, and when someone from the audience offered her one, she'd complain that it was either too thick or too thin. When anyone would get up to leave (or go to the bathroom), she'd ask "Are you leaving?" and if so, have everyone in the audience say goodbye. She'd play long sets--often up to 3-4 hours, debuting songs she'd just written and stumbling through the lyrics or making them up as she went along. She also inevitably drank water from a large jug, while making jokes about someday receiving a corporate sponsorship from a water company. (She still found it unreal that people had to pay for good drinking water). She ended every show by saying "Remember to blah blah blah blah and always get perfect moments stuck between your teeth." As the crowds appreciation grew, so did the length of the applause, and Jewel would often blush and say "Stop it, you're embarassing me!" After the show, Jewel would rush to the door, and shake everyone's hand and thank them for coming. | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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| Now, that I've thoroughly bored you, I guess you can leave... I appreciate the visit........... ...................................................................... I lift my head up high. I pretend to smile. Underneath it all my heart is chipping, away. You don't care. So i MUST pretend, i feel the same. You still talk to me like everythings okay, but it hurts to know you really feel that way. I can still make you laugh, but when you do, I want to cry You've hurt me so bad, so why do I WANT YOU BACK. Death has becomes a becoming notion. It walks to my door. I hear footsteps approaching. My heartache will end. My plan is in motion. "Take me away", is my whole-hearted plea. This world has done enogh damage to me. Death is knocking, now. Must I answer so soon? It bears peace in it's arms. It smiles with an alluring charm. I can't turn away, I want to much. Death grips me with a gentle touch. I fall to the floor. This is what death came here for. _____________________________________ I'm preparing for departure. Can I have your consent. I'm waiting for my beravement. This is the untimely end. I dance with the angle of death. The grim reaper smiles at me. He asks my choice for fatality. I don't care. Just, let me go. Say goodbye to those I've known. ______________________________________ No one hears me screaming. They don't see pain beneatth my smile. They don't know that, inside I'm dying. I'm sick of trying. I want to go out like a candle. I'm flickering, again. Azrael is sitting at the end of my bed. I'm letting go of this mortal coil. I turn around with one foot in the grave. Nothing worth staying for, so here's a final wave. _______________________________________ My tears aren't seen anymore. My laugh, never heard. I can't let you know that I love you., but i do. I'm not scared anymore,just lonely. I miss you. I keep wondering where you are. Why haven't you come fro me yet? I need you to hold my hand. THe pain has stopped. Yet, I'm not sure I wanted it to. I wanted to feel something real, that was it. I'm not sure how it ended. I'm not sure where i am, but i think i'm dead. __________________________________ Smiling, she pulled on her gown. She giggled as they placed on her crown. It was the night of the prom; She was the queen. It was like something out of a fairy tale. She had the prince she had wanted most of all. No one suspected tragedy ready to unfold. Celebration was required, she was told. Smiling, she gagged the beer down. She giggled as alcohol took control. She laughed as she pulled out in her car. Her friends in the back laughed, as well. No one suspected the toll the next turn turn would take. The prom queen and her friends drowned in the lake. When she was found, she still wore the crown. The difference was the smile was gone. ................................................ He looked at me longingly, He whispered love into my ear. He held my hand. He held me near.Love blossomed underneath his touch. I wanted it all. Did i want to much? His love seemed, true, sincere and sweet. I laid my head on his chest, to hear his heart beat. He said it did that only for me. He said to much. He lied to often. He broke every single promise. He ripped out my heart. He ruined my life. He made me suffer, and endure strife. He doesn't care. He walked away. I stand here waiting. I hope he'll come back. I hope he misses what he had. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i lay in my bed angry and tired. tears roll down my face in a liquid fire. I want to be right. I know I'm not. I'm just a little uptight. I'm not out of control. I just wish people would leave me alone. It hurts to be wrong. Would it be wrong if I was right? _______________________________________________ Open your eyes, A new day is dawning stretch out your limbs, finish your yawning. let the sunshine in. don't let your day be dim. Be ready for a new day to begin!
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